I'm not gone

  I'm not lost. Well okay, maybe just a little lost. School started and it has been stressing me out more than I thought it would be. I mean I was supposed to be in control of this situation, having fun as a senior! I think I'm slowly turning into a perfectionist when it comes to academics,  but that isn't helping with the procastination.
Every friday I'm out till late at night. Constant plans with friends. Saturdays are supposed to be study days but sleep calls out my name and so does Instagram. Oh, and movies. Sundays are supposed to be relaxing, creative, reflective days but instead I'm rushing about trying to get all my coursework covered.
I'm a mess.
And I was about to give up on blogging because I need to get those A's and A*'s but is that really the life I want? No. Blogging means a lot to me. It helps me open up about things, get my mind a bit organized and stay creative. I've got a couple posts planned out, easy ones that don't require a whole lot of time, but I will try to post regularly. I also took some portraits of my best friend, and although they didn't turn out too good, practice helps and I realized how much I love being behind the lens. I'm not giving up.

Pictures of me taken by the beautiful Laiqa.